Do you ever have those days when everybody seems to be pointing their gun at everyone else, and you all won't stop shooting at eachother even though its not solving anything? That was a day like today in my house. Everyone having so many problems and all sorts of contention. Now we're all sitting in our rooms feauding and not sleeping like we should be. I've got tests tomorrow and work and 1000 other things I need to get done, but just like companies have to reset the timer after an accident. I've got to reset my timer and try to tackle life again.
It's like we're climbing a mountain and we dont find another holding point. Sometimes we fall and we have to do a little work to get back where we are. We can be discouraged by the fall and just hang there until we are ready, but eventually we will make it to the next checkpoint. So we can fall again.
Endings are happy, so if you're not happy dont think of it as the end. Think of it as the begining and you're going to have a hard time getting there.
Its good to be back writing. Maybe i'll keep the fire alive and write a few posts, but probably not.
anyway, I'm tired, and yes, I realize nobody reads these things.
Goodnight.
